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stupid name arh~ whaha~ don wanna come back here any more..

see ya...

On my third night I realized that blogging every day is really not practical. Coz I am so dead dead tired. But I pull thru. Slept the whole day total of 21hr worth of sleep. I almost tot I'm dead. Had dinner with ma at aston and walk walk abit. Ma finally agreeded to let me have hamster as pet. Happy!!! Next day went down and get all the staff I need. Total damage. 100. Now I am dead broke.

4 more days to pay day and I will b broke again coz I am going to buy a camera. Lx3. Semi pro style. I am going all out.

Bike have been good. I over come my greatest fear. E brake. I have to buck up my theory part loh...

Work wise, still learning everyday. Felt more independent le. Or is it that my cubical is empty, anyway signed the jgh offer. Next ting I know, they send a email to my manager asking for a quick relies. Meaning I will b going ah in 2 months time. I am rather comfe in this ward. Don feel like switching. Well... Guess they must have a higher plan for me for being so desperate.

Future is still unforeseen. But as long my mind is positive and my health is in good shape. I believe i can... Guess this ward bring out my confident which was crushed in my ns days. Grateful for that.
Yesterday night went gai gai with ma... Felt sick after that. Coz she basically eat non stop. Best part is that she only eat a small portion and expect u to eat the rest. Hold back to scream at her a lot of time coz my tummy is really full. I am no match for her give up...
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I shall continue to blog to mark down where I've been.

Yeaterday first night. Only able to wake up around 11. Latest le. Saw shan online. She ask if I wan go massage. Got time cannot sleep. Go lo. So we went china town pearl ctr. 25 for 1 hour. Personally don feel anything unusual. Maybe that's where ur extra money go. To hit the very right spot of ur ach. Nontheless uncle is working hard to press my nerves. To loosen it. Nah... Not for me. I prefer those shoulder back rub. Foot massage don feel too much.

Shan intro me this durian puff thing. Man... Its alsome. 1.20 each. The durian is damn nice. Next milk tea. Smooth taste. Finally we plan to eat fish head bee hoon. But was tempted by the steam fish head. Not bad... Both of us finish 3 bowl of rice.

Rush to buy her see yao chk coz we're kinda late for work.

Shan treat cab. Thou I'm on time but I guess I need more time to b ready. Last night was bad... Miss some blood and procedure. Hate this man...

Well... Hope tonight will b a better one. Error free is what I request. Pls pls...

Got tost box coffee. Hope it help

Guess I will b blogging rather frequently from now.

Don like the idea that I can't remember what I've been doing and sitting there thinking and thinking.

So... Let's start from this fri. End my shift around 4. Than change up and meet the girls at 7. Reached orchard rather early. 5++. Took a stroll from ion to wisma to taka. Stka was having best daiki. Sale. Took a look at their cam. Have a hold and feel. Top list of mine is something lz 150 and the black sami pro z1? Forgot le. Both are selling 600++ to 700 ++. Both have manual setting and raw format. which I like. Then the sales person intro mi to fx 580. Touch screen and what I wanted. Selling at 549. Nice price I would say. The problem is if I can gather this money b4 sitex this 28? Doing my calculation... Tick tick tick!!!

Next is meeting the girls at 7. Wait here n there till 8+ its at orchard centre. Nice place. Bar bistro setting. Had a burger again. The most safe food which can never goes wrong. Its.. Awsome... Medium. The way I like it. The beefy fragrance is so good...no camera. No pic... Sponsor me la...

Finish dinner for bd gers n boy till ten plus. Ken was asking if I wan to go gay club. Anything lo. Those guys are qiao lo... Leave at 2 plus. Supper n go home...

Sleep till 4pm real dead.

Loft around and go dinner with ma to eat my fav fish soup. Eat till 8 plus plus. Home... Chat abit n zzz.... Till ten plus

A brand new day. Work work but b4 that have to fill up my tummy what... Have not been eating mac since ns time. Well went there. Crowd was there. Maybe for the mono poly thing ba. Heard its doing very well coz the term and condition is very unappealing. Done with my lunch... Now on train to work...

I would say time recently is rather well used. Work sleep work sleep.

21 days to pay days.

Lookin forward for the balance. Then I can go for shopping!!!

Looking at some camera. Wan to find my passion back. I would say I am glad things are fallin place. But not good enough. Need to b more alert.

My life is my main concern, don dare to be trigger by anything. Flee from evil...

God knows when I will ask for trouble again.

A lot of food crave. Will settle it this sat. Any one keen???

Life...

After one week, no one wan to eat buffet with me. Damn... Its ending on 30th for the 1 for 1

Eyeing on 25 for my 2nd pay. Wanna see how much am I goin to expect for the next 1 year.

So far as I know I am shifting to ah around march or july if I decide to go jurong gh at 2014. Its like a long long way to go huh. But I made this choice. Its only a matter of those finer detail of where am I and how am I going to do it. I have till nov to make up my mind.

Can some one give me some voice?

Currently on my preceptorship, I am so far still ok but not good enough I would say. A lot of admin matter still not met. Manager has been kind to encourage that I am doing well. But deep inside I know there is still a gap. Have to push alittle harder.

Life sux... Iy can't I just b happy?

Confused...

A lot has been thru my mind. How is she what is she thinking what if what if...

For some moment all this will stunned or paralyzed me.

Guess I made the right choice by asking her not to reply. Coz just by her facebook and blog already stirred some emotion.

On other hand this is also killing me. Coz I just wan to hear with my own ears what is happening.

The truth is, she don wan to, the truth is that there will only b more hurting. The truth is this is going to work by us going separate way. Its only the matter of time.
The wound is still raw and the feeling is real. But there is nothing I can do.

Life sux... Big time.

They always give us the best and took it away when we are the most comfe. Its an art to let go... Precisely When and how.

Sincerely wish u the best.

donno since when, i am having the feeling of lost.

the feeling of, really lost. no where to go
no one to turn to.

in orientation i have people telling me i am funny
and full of crap. but deep down i noe when the show end
i will sink back to my true self.

i very much wanna come out of this. but just donno how.

nothin hold my interst for long.

there is also good part of this. i read alot~
just 2 weeks. i finish 6 books. of coz not from head to toe la`
coz some part is just pure boring and crappy.

i went shoppin n brought some nice clothes got me happy awhile
but ... thats all...

even for the good side, i still feel sucky the the day end.

therefore i hereby declare that i NEED help.
and for goodness sake pls spare me the jesus part.

help... i mean HELP....!!!